Everyone has a dream, to be rich, to be famous, and perhaps to be on the top of the world. But for me, I just wanted something simple. No super big mansion, no super luxury car, just a DSLR, and a backpack, and oh, nearly left out the most important stuff in anyone life, cash! *Kaching kaching! I wish to travel all over the world, to see and to feel. I'm so gonna do it, someday. But for now, its rather an imagination than a wish list. First I don't have the money, and second I don't have the guts. I mean its the world I'm talking about, and that's something big and uhm, can't really find the suitable word, dangerous I guess.
Imagine that, holding your DSLR, with your medium size Samsonite backpack, travel from Rome to Venice, from Paris to London, from Frankfurt to Berlin, from Africa to Brazil, from New York to LA, it feels so unrestricted, so much adventures, so much freedom. Its simply a life that a person couldn't have want more.
Just before it all could happen, I have to pass my every test, working offshore *finger cross, getting promotion, getting all the raise and stuff, until I'm totally done with that, and then, there begins the real chapter of my life, the real story of me.
August 29, 2010
August 16, 2010
Stary stary night
The late night air is so cool yet so refreshing.
And a really deep breathe makes the night even more wonderful.
I just enjoy the blow of the midnight breeze, it makes me think beyond logic.
Everything is so quiet at the moment, no noise, no people, just me, and the stars.
Its a rare occasion to have yourself alone, finding peace in a place you never liked.
And this very rare occasion simply just happen to me, tonight.
And a really deep breathe makes the night even more wonderful.
I just enjoy the blow of the midnight breeze, it makes me think beyond logic.
Everything is so quiet at the moment, no noise, no people, just me, and the stars.
Its a rare occasion to have yourself alone, finding peace in a place you never liked.
And this very rare occasion simply just happen to me, tonight.
August 12, 2010
From Utp with love
01:49, and the lights in most of the rooms are still on. Its a culture to stay up late I guess. Drank a big cup of Nescafe ice earlier, and now its taking its effect, I cant go to bed. Coughing like hell for nearly a week already, and it just not getting any better.
Just some quick recap of my weeks, I've joined so many clubs, mostly blindly, but some of them eventually turn out to be fun! Muaythai was really awesome, just can't wait til the next class. And I joined Karate back, the timing was so great that I got an AHOD post just after one training, and also much of the muscle pain. Meche club, ELC, SAE, and AIESEC, the another really awesome organization run by a bunch of really awesome people. Just loving it.
And while writing this post, I'm suddenly craving so badly for kentucky cheezy wedges! Argh, its been so long since I ate one. H~U~N~G~R~Y~
Oh, nearly forgot to complain about my lecturer, the DE lecturer. She really sucks! I don't get a word she is teaching, and yet she was showing herself off in the first class about how good she really is. Yeah right, I can teach by just showing slides too! And also the AW lecturer, she can talk and talk and talk non-stop from the minute she enter the class. And everything she talks about are pointless. One more thing, I just don't know why is she keep on shifting our schedule, it do us no good, in fact just making things complicated. Ow, having these two lecturers, I think I'm going to screw up my 1st pointer, not mentioning the case that I'm not eligible for dean's list. This is really a fucked up school with its fucked up system.
Its just week 3 and I'm experiencing so many ups and downs already. Just don't know what is going to happen next. Life is a mystery after all. Wink!
Just some quick recap of my weeks, I've joined so many clubs, mostly blindly, but some of them eventually turn out to be fun! Muaythai was really awesome, just can't wait til the next class. And I joined Karate back, the timing was so great that I got an AHOD post just after one training, and also much of the muscle pain. Meche club, ELC, SAE, and AIESEC, the another really awesome organization run by a bunch of really awesome people. Just loving it.
And while writing this post, I'm suddenly craving so badly for kentucky cheezy wedges! Argh, its been so long since I ate one. H~U~N~G~R~Y~
Oh, nearly forgot to complain about my lecturer, the DE lecturer. She really sucks! I don't get a word she is teaching, and yet she was showing herself off in the first class about how good she really is. Yeah right, I can teach by just showing slides too! And also the AW lecturer, she can talk and talk and talk non-stop from the minute she enter the class. And everything she talks about are pointless. One more thing, I just don't know why is she keep on shifting our schedule, it do us no good, in fact just making things complicated. Ow, having these two lecturers, I think I'm going to screw up my 1st pointer, not mentioning the case that I'm not eligible for dean's list. This is really a fucked up school with its fucked up system.
Its just week 3 and I'm experiencing so many ups and downs already. Just don't know what is going to happen next. Life is a mystery after all. Wink!
July 2, 2010
Just life
While someone is holding their new born with joy and gratitude, someone is mourning their beloved, whom now only leaves behind memories and moments of laughter they once cherish together.
While someone is standing on the stage celebrating their victory with pride and honour, someone is defeated, and forever became the forgotten.
While someone is united with that somebody that they truly love, someone is left behind in sorrow and pain anguishing never that acute before.
That's just the way things are planned in a daily routine we called life, for you, for me, and any living species on earth, until the earth stop spinning, the sun stop shinninh.
While someone is standing on the stage celebrating their victory with pride and honour, someone is defeated, and forever became the forgotten.
While someone is united with that somebody that they truly love, someone is left behind in sorrow and pain anguishing never that acute before.
That's just the way things are planned in a daily routine we called life, for you, for me, and any living species on earth, until the earth stop spinning, the sun stop shinninh.
June 26, 2010
Feeling Incredibly Awesome

Guess what? I made it! Yes, I really made it through! Whoa, I'm feeling so very...... I can't even describe my very own feelings! Oh, I can feel the magic in the air, I can feel the world spinning round, I can feel my feet dancing together with the wonderful late night air, oh, I'm feeling fantastic!
I didn't get the best, but I'm happy enough to tell myself that I'm certainly not a noob among the stars. Although I made it this time, I'm most definitely just counting on luck, and I really learnt my lesson. I swear, I'll never play the fool around anymore when undergrads start. I still can't believe myself studying for the very last minute for the finals. I don't even realize that the exam was just next week until a friend mentioned about it. Oh gosh, I have no idea at all what on earth was I thinking back then.
Maybe I was sort of giving up that time, thinking that I was left out way too far behind. I don't know, I just won't let that ever happen again. I'm not going to be that girl in such bewilderment and denial anymore. And I've found my inspiration and passion during the sem break. I'm so gonna make this revolution happen. I'll be a whole new person when sem starts!
June 22, 2010
Sunny morning
It is a lovely weather we are having. The Sun is shinning so brightly, the birds are singing so happily, haaah, what a wonderful day we have here. What shall we do in a such pleasant sunny Tuesday morning like this?
Make breakfast for yourself and your not-so-clever dogs? Walk those airheads down the park? Research on the models of your ideal phone? Get yourself a nice new cellphone? Text your friend and go hang out together? Hmm, it is a lovely weather we are having and I surely don't wanna miss it.
Make breakfast for yourself and your not-so-clever dogs? Walk those airheads down the park? Research on the models of your ideal phone? Get yourself a nice new cellphone? Text your friend and go hang out together? Hmm, it is a lovely weather we are having and I surely don't wanna miss it.
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