Funny, when a best friend turned into a stranger you used to know
December 11, 2011
December 8, 2011
Wonders
Have it ever happened to you that you just wanna lay lazy and do nothing but breath?
that you just wanna get away from everyone, turn off your laptop, never recharge your drained Blackberry, and do nothing but sleep?
Have it ever happened to you that you just wanna walk away from all your responsibilities, care for nothing, and no one.
that you just wanna stay unconcious, and feel nothing but numbness.
or that you just wanna dwell in your dreams, forever, and never wake up, because everything there is so perfect, and unicorn exist.
You know, sometimes, when you feel so tired, but you can't sleep, you think of stuff, be it real or unreal, you just let your brain go wild.
And then you get even more tired, you become so sensitive and emotional, that just a tiny little thing, would make you go crazy and snap.
that you just wanna get away from everyone, turn off your laptop, never recharge your drained Blackberry, and do nothing but sleep?
Have it ever happened to you that you just wanna walk away from all your responsibilities, care for nothing, and no one.
that you just wanna stay unconcious, and feel nothing but numbness.
or that you just wanna dwell in your dreams, forever, and never wake up, because everything there is so perfect, and unicorn exist.
You know, sometimes, when you feel so tired, but you can't sleep, you think of stuff, be it real or unreal, you just let your brain go wild.
And then you get even more tired, you become so sensitive and emotional, that just a tiny little thing, would make you go crazy and snap.
Too many wild unsolved mysteries for me to think about,
Le me better be going,
Au revoir. XX
December 4, 2011
Le Pilot
It has been a really long time since i last posted. And yes, life has changed so much, but I like it more this way, any given day.
And time is really flying by, isn't it. It is now the last month of the year, and damn, its gonna be 2012 in less than a month, and we all gonna die. (Seriously, who gives a damn?) Anyway, what i'm trying to say is, time is really flying by. :D
Not saying that I am much more older now, rather I prefer to put it this way, I learned more. and experienced more.
That's just life, nothing much, you know, like you have fallen in love, and fallen out of it, and perhaps got addicted with this shit and repeated the whole thing for a couple of times.
and then you have dreams, and you gave up on your dreams because they never seemed to work out.
and then even worse, you thought you made BFFs, then you somehow got into separated ways and there you are, left alone in the journey.
and then again you found new friends, you found new hope, you found new dreams, you found new love, and there goes the cycle, over and over again.
Life huh? Well this bastard fucked everyone. :D
Some people survived, some people didn't. Some people lived with it, some people went against it.
And somewhere along the line, some people are still the same person they were before, but some people changed, for the better or for the worst.
But it doesn's matter, what matter is, you live life to the fullest, you challenge yourself to do the impossible, and you be the pilot of your soul.
That is all that matters.
And time is really flying by, isn't it. It is now the last month of the year, and damn, its gonna be 2012 in less than a month, and we all gonna die. (Seriously, who gives a damn?) Anyway, what i'm trying to say is, time is really flying by. :D
Not saying that I am much more older now, rather I prefer to put it this way, I learned more. and experienced more.
That's just life, nothing much, you know, like you have fallen in love, and fallen out of it, and perhaps got addicted with this shit and repeated the whole thing for a couple of times.
and then you have dreams, and you gave up on your dreams because they never seemed to work out.
and then even worse, you thought you made BFFs, then you somehow got into separated ways and there you are, left alone in the journey.
and then again you found new friends, you found new hope, you found new dreams, you found new love, and there goes the cycle, over and over again.
Life huh? Well this bastard fucked everyone. :D
Some people survived, some people didn't. Some people lived with it, some people went against it.
And somewhere along the line, some people are still the same person they were before, but some people changed, for the better or for the worst.
But it doesn's matter, what matter is, you live life to the fullest, you challenge yourself to do the impossible, and you be the pilot of your soul.
That is all that matters.
Enough said,
Le me signing off for the day.
Adios :D
February 15, 2011
Places I wanna Go
1. Maldives for the beach.
2. New York for the fashion.
3. Paris for the romance.
4. Amsterdam for their space cake! Once your life you must try something crazy!
5. Italy for the cuisine.
6. Hong Kong for the family moment.
7. Hawaii for the sunshine.
8. Las Vegas for the extravagance.
9. Across Europe for the crazy backpacking experience.
10. Safari for the adventure.
11. Africa for the life changing experience!
And finally Schlumberger for the job placement so that I can get to these places!
November 13, 2010
Love is in the Air
Love is when you look in to someone's eyes and you see his heart.
Love is when out of thousands of people, you only see him coming through.
Love is when he's around, you feel your world spinning round like crazy.
Love is when you embrace all his weaknesses and love him with all your heart.
Love is when despite differences, it doesn't matters to you at all.
Love is when you don't care about recognition, but rather any objections will only make your love stronger.
Nah, don't get me wrong, I'm not the one who's in love, its just something I see from a friend. And that's the true meaning of love.
October 8, 2010
being an Emo
Just when the sky is blue and the fields are green, everything in sight are grayish in colour, and the sickening darkness comes swirling in, conquering my mind and my soul. I can't think, I can't smile, I can't focus, and I walked like a zombie. I ate chocolate, I drank something sweet, I ate cookies, just to you know, get back in the mood, but still to no avail. I went to the library, and sat down among the books, took a deep deep breathe, and closed up my eyes. I eventually felt better. I thought I was getting it over, but just the second I leave, it's all coming back to me. I know it was just a small matter, but it really hurt me deep, deep enough to make me soulless. I don't know how long its going to take to feel okay again, but I'm trying hard to get my mind off it.
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