Love is in the Air

Love is when you look in to someone's eyes and you see his heart.
Love is when out of thousands of people, you only see him coming through.
Love is when he's around, you feel your world spinning round like crazy.
Love is when you embrace all his weaknesses and love him with all your heart.
Love is when despite differences, it doesn't matters to you at all.
Love is when you don't care about recognition, but rather any objections will only make your love stronger.

Nah, don't get me wrong, I'm not the one who's in love, its just something I see from a friend. And that's the true meaning of love.

being an Emo

Just when the sky is blue and the fields are green, everything in sight are grayish in colour, and the sickening darkness comes swirling in, conquering my mind and my soul. I can't think, I can't smile, I can't focus, and I walked like a zombie. I ate chocolate, I drank something sweet, I ate cookies, just to you know, get back in the mood, but still to no avail. I went to the library, and sat down among the books, took a deep deep breathe, and closed up my eyes. I eventually felt better. I thought I was getting it over, but just the second I leave, it's all coming back to me. I know it was just a small matter, but it really hurt me deep, deep enough to make me soulless. I don't know how long its going to take to feel okay again, but I'm trying hard to get my mind off it.

If it's often too difficult to be somebody that you're not, so why be?

Night sky

I know its late, but I couldn't fall asleep. Okay, maybe I can, but i just don't want to. Simply just because I particularly like the times like this, and I certainly don't wanna miss even a second of the quiet night. It's not like I could do this everyday, so since its weekend, I'm so gonna stay up late, enjoying the minutes to dawn, with a cup of instant cappuccino, and a romance novel I got from the IRC. Sitting in front of the window, having the cold night air taunting me, just like they always do, seeping up my cup of hot cappuccino, looking high up into the sky, and somehow I find the feeling wonderful. The late night sky, it looks just so beautiful. With the moon and a few shinning stars outcasting the groovy thick clouds, it was an indeed very simple, and yet perfectly illustrated piece of art. Being alone when the world's sleeping, often makes me feel forsaken, but not in the sense that I am lonely, surprisingly I somehow awkwardly enjoy being left alone. Maybe I just needed some time on my own to do some deep thinking like this, figuring out the realms beyond simplicity, and searching for the inspiration that feeds the mind of thoughts.

To Dream a Dream

Everyone has a dream, to be rich, to be famous, and perhaps to be on the top of the world. But for me, I just wanted something simple. No super big mansion, no super luxury car, just a DSLR, and a backpack, and oh, nearly left out the most important stuff in anyone life, cash! *Kaching kaching! I wish to travel all over the world, to see and to feel. I'm so gonna do it, someday. But for now, its rather an imagination than a wish list. First I don't have the money, and second I don't have the guts. I mean its the world I'm talking about, and that's something big and uhm, can't really find the suitable word, dangerous I guess.
Imagine that, holding your DSLR, with your medium size Samsonite backpack, travel from Rome to Venice, from Paris to London, from Frankfurt to Berlin, from Africa to Brazil, from New York to LA, it feels so unrestricted, so much adventures, so much freedom. Its simply a life that a person couldn't have want more.
Just before it all could happen, I have to pass my every test, working offshore *finger cross, getting promotion, getting all the raise and stuff, until I'm totally done with that, and then, there begins the real chapter of my life, the real story of me.

Stary stary night

The late night air is so cool yet so refreshing.
And a really deep breathe makes the night even more wonderful.
I just enjoy the blow of the midnight breeze, it makes me think beyond logic.
Everything is so quiet at the moment, no noise, no people, just me, and the stars.
Its a rare occasion to have yourself alone, finding peace in a place you never liked.
And this very rare occasion simply just happen to me, tonight.